Tuesday, October 24, 2006

Sirius Calling

Sirius calling
Images swirl in my head
Of men being one with the dead
Souls of men snatched from their bed
Grim seduction in a third world shed
Slowly creeping into his head.
Murdering souls of emaciated women on red
October's day
When oil is worth more than they
Who slept in shelters of hay
Who crept in and stole their day,
And replaced it with starry nights
Of Missiles which lit up the skies
And thunders of bright red blasts
And splatters of blood embodied limbs
Laying scattered in the fields
The sun arose, it still shields
The crippled earth from the heat
Of the dry roasted cities evaporating
Into a war torn city emanating
From a distressed we
Who hating to be
Told we're wrong to be
Killing children for oil for we...
This my song rips through my soul
Insured against the kiss of modernity's woe
Entrapped in this philantropist hole
Of stolen wealth from misconceived goals.
To be free to enslave
Those who we don't see
As they don't crave
That which we have, that which we see.....US
US against them...
The savages of distress
Who's culture respect
Each moment they spend
Tending to earth
While US....the civilised US
Conjure up heat in wasteful spades
Polluting the air in distasteful shades
Greenhouse gas emmission's sublime annihilation
Keeps us producing in high elation
Posioned conceptions of nature's regeneration
Our self destruction's button
Is too late to turn off
Our distress button
Broken by Industrial Capitalism's machines
Our SOS
May still be heard by Sirius
But a few, only a chosen few
May behold Elija's chariots
Images swirl in my head
Of men being one with the dead
We've been infantilised by age-old ideologies
Elevate yourself into a higher dimension,
Did I mention you've been fooled?

Be a good little girl
And Big Brother will give you candy
Obey the rules for ages
And you'll go to heaven.
You'd be caught by Aje's
If you stay out till seven.

Burn the earth Georgie Boy,
The world is asleep
Leave us all to sweep
The spillages
In the sewages,
In the seas, and in our lands
Leave us to keep dreaming
That one day we'll survive
When we strive
To keep five
Pounds in hand
Till month end

Burn the earth Tony Boy
The world is asleep
Screw over the working class
While the middle class live large
Wage slavery in Africa
In two zero zero three
Ken Saro Wiwa's neck
Hanging loose
From a shell noose

Burn the earth Uncle Sege
The world is asleep
You think your hands are clean
After a Judas act on we
You think your hands are clean
After selling us for gold
And supplying oil to US
For the genocide at Iraq.

I rake in dry bones
From fields red with blood
Each morning I see
Fresh bodies at sea
Washed to shore by the waves
Who throws up all its pain.
The holes are lit up with terror
Burnt into skies by the horror
Of powerless mothers
Whose daughters
Were slaughtered
Its cold cold Murder.

Images swirl in my head
Of Men being one with the dead

Monday, October 23, 2006

New Life

New Life

I was born of the stencil and the scalpel
Both prodding the thinly layered flesh
Beneath my mother's womb
6 red days of constant agony after
Two hundred and sixty eight days of heavy lifting and laughter

New Life

Like Macduff I was not born of a woman
I kicked prodded and headbutted everyday
For 268 days and nights...
When it was time to say goodbye
I said no was, I aint coming out, no lie

New Life

Cosily draped by my mothers womb
I smiled everyday...this is life, no worries
Sleep eat play...sleep eat play
Pulling cords was my favourite past time
How was I to know It was a crime...

New Life

Red droplets of plasma laden fluid
Flows ceaselessly over the bright white sheets
In ironic splendour ...in agonising pleasure...
In painful tears of joy, as her cervices crack
And the inside of her thighs look like a rail track

New Life

She was told I wasn't coming
I refused to be born, damn, I was having a ball
Too busy to bring joy to all
Immersed in my own existence, (how selfish)
I sought to break all the rules before birth (twas hellish)

New Life

With all my resistance and stubborness
I felt my strength dissipating as a sudden rush of wind
Blew through the never before opened windows
"Someone has broken in, this aint right"
I wailed and screamed as I held on tight.

New Life

Ripped out from my cosy existence
Where everything was perfect, into a shithole
Where everyone gawped and yelled and cried
People passing me around like a peace offering
I was mad, Irate, pissed off, dumped in a world of suffering.

New Life

I could have chosen to forgive and move on
But I chose to harbour hate in my heart,
Hate for being dumped like a refuse sack
Hate for cutting out my air and food supply
Hate for the independence i'll soon apply

New Life

My hate grew uninhibited with me
As I crossed each stage in life, it formed
A disguise and thought itself to be love...
I guess it was a natural progression
As all my Indoctrinations became reterogression

New Life

The sun scorched the bark of the Iroko
For a century, yet, each ring dances gracefully
In circles of divinity every year...different shades
Of brown for every natural year it stands
Though toughened on the outside, the inside stays grand.

New Life

Every word I ever heard, form a piece of my identity
Everything I ever said confirmed my notion of existence
But while I choose to right a wrong,
The hate I have harboured since birth begin to weave
A labyrinth of existential normalities to seek reprieve.

New Life

Reprieve for being who I am and not
Who I was told I had to become
Reprieve for discerning between good and evil
Reprieve for the choice I hold dear
To do the right thing and not fear

New Life

With each passing hour I grow
With every passing minute I die
With every breath I take, I'm reborn
A divine dichotomy sees me dead, yet alive
But Irony sees me strive to survive

New Life

Squalor keeps the society around me shackled
With my choice I break free
Hatred keeps my mind blind,
But with my mother's strength, I pull the veil off my eyes
Yet, I wonder If i'm strong enough to see through the lies.

New Life

The score I had to settle may still
Drive my attitude towards my mother
And my attitude towards my mother may
Influence my attitude toeards life
Little wonder my attitude toward Woman is full of strife.

New Life

I believe women are the essence of life
Yes, the indispensable bearers of life that
Need to be adored, reverred, respected, worshipped
But with folly we disrespect, take for granted
And treat like shit our very own genies, our home head.

New Life

I let my gauntlet down at the feet of every woman
To beg for forgiveness for every ill word ever uttered
To cherish and to hold in high esteem
The strength that flows endlessly through her veins
And yes, I believe womanity reigns.

New Life

This is for every woman that ever fell foul
To the indiscretions of man...May every 'bitch', 'whore'
'Slapper', 'slut', 'slag', ever attributed to her
Be replaced with Angel, Mother, Bearer of every life human,
Beautyful, adorable, delightful being, My Love, Arewa, WOMAN...

New Life, new Woman, new World...

Tolu Fagbola
2004

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

Monday Morning

Monday Mornings
Rows of green pave long the tracks
Rusty roofs run touch horizons
Foggy clouds hold still the morns
Sun comes down and sets the stage
Scents of hy-cinths fill the air
Morning glories rise and fall
Dew drops slowly hide away
Stint of heat stays for the day
Lively voices stream in late
Sunday nights not worth the play
Minds in tune lose what it takes
To-be productive for the day
Wonder ceases to amuse'nebriation is the new found awe
Lovely ladies emasculate
Days runs out of life and love.

Tolu Fagbola
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